April 2012
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damnit, craft. fuck kansas. final four just put me...
March 2012
i didn't post that for pity i posted it because i...
just so we’re clear.
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These scars stay with me.
Bad things started happening to me around the age of five. I was raped by a family friend. Someone we all trusted. These scars stay with me. Around the age of nine, my mother stopped talking to me. I didn’t hear from her for about six months straight, which seems like a lifetime when you’re that young. She told me she would pick me up one night, and she never showed up. I stood on my...
i feel so sorry for you. i just wish i could make...
Anonymous asked: Marry me?
sometimes i just wanna die :/
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i'm tired, so let me be broken.
Anonymous asked: Why not? You should always have hope.
Anonymous asked: Hello. I follow Ethan. And I was creeping on his blog and finally realized your his ex! Then I realized all of the things your going through. I wanted to say im sorry about your brother. And im sorry about Ethan. I hope things get better for you. Keep your chin up.
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i just fucking need my brother. i'm going to lose...
just sprayed some of my brother's bodyspray. then...
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have you ever had to witness someone you love be...
i have. my brother layed in that hospital bed for two weeks in nothing but pain. he was conscious only once, but he recognized me. he told me he loved me, but that he couldn’t do it. that he wanted to go “home”. i think of this image every second of the day. sitting there, and not being able to do anything but tell him that i loved him too. the image of him holding my hand as the...
Anonymous asked: You're the strongest woman I know. I don't know why Ethan doesn't love the fuck out of you, honestly. You inspire me in so many ways.
everyone i once loved has changed so much. i guess...